Yeppers. Here I am again trying to pull myself up out of this monotonous thing I call my life and actually try to be interesting for once. Well folks, it's not working. So I apologize for any boredom that ensues.

That thing I said about sorting my life out in the last post? I lol at every time I see it- because I didn't. There's a lot I didn't do because I fail at life, but that's apparent anyway.

Art situation. Technically there really isn't any at the moment and hasn't been forever. And it makes me sad. Because I always get muse for shit right in the middle of work. And then by the time I get home I'm already miserable, don't feel like it, or busy with something else. Welcome to the rest of your life, Jeremy. I swear to god as long as I'm working at that shithole I'll never get my life back.

To make things sorta better, I bought myself a 20" iMac. Not new by any means, but better than that fail excuse of a G4 I had. Strangely enough I still don't do what I said I would do on it once I got it. (which was art) It just ends up being a glorified iPod. Seeing as iTunes is the most popular program on it as of late. Of course I do a bit of web editing and a few other things here and there, but as a whole, I honestly should have saved the money and bought something useful like prons. j/k that's what the internets is for. XD Nah. I really should have put that money toward a new Intel iMac. But whatev. I'm a pansy.

For now, I'll just sit around and be bored out of my mind like usual and go shoot shit with my airsoft guns. Which need to be packed up, actually. XP

ttyallater
JM

Well... I've seen a bunch of people do the whole "what i want to achieve this year" stuff and tonight i thought about it a bit and came up with this list of stuff i really wish to do. *nods*

-save at least 300 dollars minimum from every paycheck until i get enough money to move.
-stay in touch with my friends. both local and online friends. (I apologize if i haven't talked to you in a while *dies*)
-finally get around to sending long overdue packages to friends. (this one is kinda high on the list because i feel like crap every time i look at them)
-get back into arting
-FINALLY come up with some sort of organization system for my room.
-basically just to live life and try to be happy- which is sorta difficult but oh well. lmao

I really don't have much else that I can come up with that's seriously important. but if i think of anything i guess i'll toss it onto this list. I seriously just need to work my life out right now. It's starting to get a little out of hand. Just kinda need to stop and reprioritize and whatnot.

*sighs* i dunno. sometimes i think i'll change into someone better. but i doubt it.

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal (including the instructions, so that other people can understand what it is about).
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
< b > Bold < / b >
3. Whatever you don't bold are false

001. I like laser pointers
002. I don't drink water
003. I believe in world peace
004. I sleep with a plushie
005. I'm ambidextrous
006. People accept me how I am
007. I'm addict to anime/manga
008. I speak 1337 better than english
009. I'm daltonic (i.e colourblind for those who don't know)
010. I don't like mirrors
011. I play card games
012. Puppy eyes melt my heart
013. I have a job
014. I love chocolate - on the rare occasion that I actually can get it.
015. I can type faster than I speak
016. My heart is easier to break than my bones - because i'm a sissy like that lmao
017. I collect things
018. I don't trust people - i can never just plain up trust someone from the start. they have to prove themselves to me.
019. I have a lucky number
020. I'm afraid of knives
021. I start too many projects and never finish them - Oh god I do this every day of my life. lol
022. I have more than one pet - just two cats lol
023. I can't see anything without my glasses on
024. I play chess
025. I have lied to protect other people - quite a few times. and for people that i honestly shouldn't need to protect.
026. I am vegetarian
027. I know the future
028. I prefer books than movies
029. I love to draw - i couldn't live without it
030. I don't have brothers
031. My handwriting is unreadable
032. I believe in extraterrestrial life
033. I don't use Google
034. I can't live without my cellphone
035. I always wear a cap
036. I have more diskettes than books
037. I've never seen a snow day
038. I'm not religious
039. I can understand graffiti tags
040. I'm not afraid of death
041. I go to the bathroom more than 7 times a day
042. I believe the government is into a conspiracy
043. I love videogames - depends on what it is. definitely depends on what it is... as long as it's not halo- generally i'm fine. lol
044. I'm an activist for the defense of nature
045. I'm a moody person
046. I always carry a weapon with myself
047. I prefer cold than hot
048. I look for known shapes in the clouds
049. My Internet connection sucks - dude i wish i could effin double bold this. I'm running on a 2.8 kbps connection. it's sexy
050. I rarely go to the cinema - no one to go with plus don't have the money for it.
051. I'm old
052. I have insomnia - i barely ever sleep. and when i do it isn't for long. it leads to crummy days where i feel like collapsing every five seconds.
053. I have tattoos
054. I don't know what people expect from me
055. I'm unbeatable in dominoes
056. I don't like IMs
057. Horror movies scare me
058. I used to eat non-toxic glue
059. I feel rather than think
060. I use Firefox - but lately i fucking hate it. I'm now using the hell out of my Opera
061. I have hope
062. I have a car - lol yep. 1999 Hyundai Accent GL it's a beast. lmfao or not.
063. I remember what I dream
064. I don't need to use Liquid Paper/ Corrector Pen
065. I'm patriotic
066. I worship the devil
067. I hate Windows XP
068. I like solving crossword puzzles
069. I have a social life
070. I always read the newspaper
071. I checked the box to avoid seeing mature content in dA
072. My I.Q. is above 160
073. I like mexican food - XD there really isn't much to say here other than i like it. XD
074. I don't give a good impression
075. I get bored easily - TOO easily... it's sad. i live a boring life what can i say?
076. I'm passing through a period of changes
077. I hate taking a bath
078. I can't go out without makeup
079. I don't know what RAM is
080. I like to talk about politics
081. I have a third eye
082. I'm uninteresting
083. I have a Blog
084. I have to take pills
085. I have lots of CDs
086. I always have a dictionary at hand
087. I'm tired of this quiz - quite
088. I care about copyright protection
089. My computer is older than me
090. I have a boyfriend/girlfriend - X3 don't know what I'd do without her <3333333333
091. I see dead people
092. I drink tea
093. I have a good memory
094. I've never been to a concert
095. I enter to my house through the window
096. When I was a child, I wanted to be an astronaut
097. I don't watch TV - it's wonderful
098. I'm unresistable
099. I have invisible friends
100. I love deviantART

um... i tag... the Mrs, um... *thinks* Callie, ah shit who cares... i tag you all. XD

hello again... and welcome to another episode of... omfg who cares... yay. boring life. woo. do a friggin jig or something. um... yeah

um. trying to get commission information together. because I'd gladly do anything from sketches to full color pictures for people. and at a pretty low price. I'd probably ask for no more than 10 or so depending on the complexity.

I've come across a rare event where someone commissioned me for a bedroom design and whatnot. And yes, I do 3D comishes, too. That... Depending on the use of the designs, I will think of a price. If it's personal, yes- cheap. Commercial- well... you get the idea.

slowly getting around to adding everyone back to my watch list. Or at least adding the select few who I enjoy seeing their work on a regular basis. Now don't be offended or whatever if I haven't added you again. I'm still getting around to it all. I'm a lazy bitch these days and I don't have much patience for this buggy dA crap anymore.

whatever. pointless journal.

A SEXY PARTAI!!! *dances* okay... enough with the Stewie Griffin quotes. lmao

Yeah... so I went back to school for the hell of it today... and found myself back in the tech department... as usual... and not only that... i was told to unpack 72 of the school's NEW FUCKING MACBOOKS LIKE HOLY SEX IN A BOX!!!!

omfg i almost cried tears of utter happyness. You don't even know. XD the only sad part was when my hands were hurting after about the 30th one. Then having to carry about 6 at a time up a set of sickeningly steep stairs. D: BUT WHO CARES I GOT TO FIDDLE WITH THE NEW MACBOOKS! DUDE THE NEW ILIFE 08! AND ALL SORTS OF SEXY STUFF. lmao. dude... i am happy. for now. and I got myself a new copy of OSX. dvd version this time instead of the crappy cd media that I have.

I'm going to have much fun installing it on my target disk tonight just for fun. lol. I'm hoping it has iLife on it... damn do I hope so. My cd media doesn't have jack shit. *sighs* anyway...

Not sure when I'll be home today. Hoping it's soon. I miss my iMac..

and btw... tracfone is the most retarded service in the world... i've been trying to activate this miserable cell phone for the last god knows how many hours... and it's not... fucking... working....

*sighs* anyway... I continue to play on this macbook XD

random... this keyboard is so frikkin coooooooooool *oogles*

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